#Bestfriend

I've always dreamed I would go through life and suddenly realize what I want to do when I'm older. And suddenly I realize every solution to all the problems I have, but that's not how this world works. We have to work for the things we want and if we don't work for them no matter how much we want them, we wont get them.

How do we work for love? You either love me or you don't and you've decided you don't. How do I keep going, what do I have to work for. I have the job I want, I have the money I need, but what good is all of that without the person I love?

I never meant for it to end this way

 I never meant to hurt you with the words that were supposed-to-heal-you

 I never meant to leave you or make you made

ALL I WANTED WAS SOME UNDERSTANDING TO HOW YOU THOUGHT OF ME AND YOU MADE IT SEEM LIKE I WAS ATTACKING YOU.

I told them you were different, but you're just looking for a fight to pick.....

 Sometimes you seem so good and okayy, but really now you're not what I see before and 

yes I knew you've been hurt so much by someone who don't deserve your heart

I just want you to know that I'm here for you even anything & whatever you do is always like to comparing me with/by your babygirls from other side. I'm okay if you don't post about me. I'm okayy baby, I know you tried so hard to take care our feeling ( bcs you & your babygirls know each other more than I do ) I love you so much @Siti Nurbaiti Najiihah Binti Razali