" You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world,
but you have to some say in who hurts you, "
I'm such a shitty writer. But I need to let my thoughts out. Am I lack of sleep these day? I could just say yes. Nothing much in my mind, just the same damn thoughts every night before I sleep, and every morning when I wake up *long sigh*. Eating my favorite meal doesn't taste the same anymore, waking up doesn't feel the same anymore, everything feels different to me. Maybe this is what pain feel like. But that is something about pain you know. It demands to be felt. But as long as I'm alive, I'll survive. That is what being said by most people.
The universe wants to be remembered. So do I. Maybe I'm afraid of the idea that I'll be forgotten, I'll be replaced and I'll just be someone from the past. But that is the awful truth, it happens, it will be happen. I can't fathom how love could hurt this much. However, the beauty of love is pretty much seen when it takes you to sacrifice, to give up, to let go. Not because the love you have for the person is not real, it is too real that it causes you to let it go. But it doesn't mean it's not there anymore, it's still there, somewhere deep inside you. You just gotta stop showing it.
As much as I hate this quote ;
" Sometimes you are meant to love each other, but you're not meant to be together."
But here I am, living with it. It is so unfair. I couldn't digest it.
The world itself is not a wish granting factory. We can always have wishes,dreams, expectations, you name it. But we don't always get what we want. - For all my life, I'll wonder why.
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